There is not point to anything, nothing is real?

We are all born into this world that is just like a race. Some of us are given enhancements to help us through the race. Some of us start with broken legs, arthritis, and blind and deaf. There is more suffering than We all have our own unique genetic make up, neurological chemistry, life experiences, natural tendencies etc... When certain factors are added together what we perceive as disaster or great things are virtually inevitable. So how is free will a fair concept? The ideals, morals and virtues that we live our lives by are all fairly new concepts in many ways. What is deplorable today was embraced in the past. Even different cultures around the world disagree on many of these things. We will all soon die and so will everyone who even knew that we existed in the first place. Someday soon we the human race will be extinct and every trace of our once great societies will become as dust. Our bodies and the caskets and grave stones that were given to us out of such love will all go back to feed the endless cycle that our earth had been going through for the past several billion years and will most likely continue to go through. All species will eventually become extinct and will be replaced by new ones. There is no real lasting legacy that we can leave because there will eventually be an end to everything and way of life that we know. We just wander around like confused, fragile little children chasing marvelous phantoms of a paradise on earth that only exists in our dreams. Nothing is real. Nothing has meaning, nothing real exists.. and even if this is some kind of game to amuse a higher entity ,it seems we are a jester for a mad man.